Tommorow is ma birthday..
I am happy because I can spend ma time with family ^^*
I always think the time goes so fast than I feel so sometimes that fact
makes me consider death.
someday.. of course I will face with ma last day.. last moment.. last memory..
Being afraid is
not only for physical pain to ma body.
all my memory will be removed by death make me feel afraid.
Maybe my god helps me overcome that feeling for sure.
anyway..
I am happy..
even though not like before.
